Discovery

May 3, 2011

A poem in honor of spring and in honor of my children who no longer eat things off the ground.  Surprisingly, I miss those days.

Unearthing

His thick toddler fingers

loosely grasp my pinky as we walk outside.

We single step down the front stairs

toward the new spring grass.

 

The Hickory murmurs overhead.

He lifts his chin toward the leafy voices

and stumbles on a twisted stick

and I catch him by the arm.

 

We kneel between hollyhocks and tulips

earth seeping cool moisture at our knees.

I wrinkle my nose and lift dark decaying plants

he drools and plucks a blackened petal.

 

I split and replant a crowded clump of Lilies

while he slides his tongue along a chunk of bark.

I bow under a wilted stand of banana trees

reshaping a ball of wild herbs.  He sighs.

 

Grimacing, he turns to the jasper that tickled his ear

and with crossed eyes he scrutinizes tiny silver leaves.

The breeze cools across my neck until we shiver

and walk together back toward the stairs.

 

He releases my finger and leans over his

shadow to clutch at something near his shoes.

When he straightens, the tail end of a caterpillar

disappears between his damp lips.

 

I open my mouth to protest just as he swallows

the furry pill away.  Startled, we share a reckless grin.

With soiled fingers I wipe a green trickle of drool

from his chin and single step back up the stairs.

 

 

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Warm Thoughts on a Cold Day

February 3, 2011

I grew up under a floral pink and gray quilt that was thickly padded with wool. The sheep who donated the wool had been my mom's childhood pets, and her mom had made the quilt. When I was around five years-old, I shamefully made a tiny hole in the gray underside of that quilt so I could wiggle a finger into the dark interior and "pet" the sheep. I was slipping my finger back in time, and found an odd comfort in being connected to my mom's childhood pets.  As though through them I was touching her little girl hand.

I still have that ratty old quilt in a box at the top of my closet. Someday I hope to find a craftsman who knows how to stretch, fluff, and revive the wool from its matted condition.

This winter I have a brand new, fluffy, wool comforter that is decadent to sleep beneath. I covered it in a deep red duvet cover, but was disappointed to find that I have no desire to poke holes in it or to feel a connection to mysterious sheep that were part of someone else’s history. Still, it is the perfect time of year to be thankful for king-sized, wool blankets and warm memories when so many people lack these luxuries.

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Warm Ice

January 15, 2011

One of my most cherished memories is ice fishing in Wisconsin with my Grandpa Puttkammer.  When the ice shell over the lake grew to somewhere between 12-18 inches, he would drive his truck out onto the lake pulling a small shack.  He called it an ice shanty and a miniature village of them covered the Lake Tomah.  A bench lined one interior wall with a shelf above for fishing gear.  The opposite wall had a miniature pot-bellied wood stove in the middle and cutouts next to it in the floor where Grandpa drilled 4 holes through the ice with an electric ice auger.

Grandpa played old time country music, which I had always hated, but when we were fishing — it sounded perfect.  He fed me stale frozen candies from a dusty sack that hung from a bent nail in the wall.  The miniature stove eventually warmed the shanty enough for Grandpa and he would crack the door open.  My nose and ears were still chilled but Grandpa took his coat off so I did to.

We didn’t talk much, just lifted our poles up and down slowly, hoping the worm would slide through the water and wake a chilly fish.  “Is it time yet?  Can I do it now?” I asked now and then.  The top of our fishing holes would freeze over and my job was to scoop the ice off with a ladle-colander tool.  My fingers got wet and cold but I didn’t care.  I loved to scoop away the layer of ice crystals.

Today, when I undertake a task in the cold of winter, I remember that even cold fingers and old time country music are warm company when you are with someone you love.  I try to tell my children these things too, but some lessons aren’t the telling kind.  Some day they will look back on time spent with a loved one who has passed on, and realize that the whole world was warmer, just because they were here.

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